thank you to everybody
for messages and enquiries of my whereabouts

i had to make a change
dA was just taking up too much time
like an addiction

i had to cut it out
give it up
it was taking over

and now it is different
as though someone has moved the furniture around

that door which would not open fully
because the sofa was in the way, now opens
but does not close

it is different
and yet no better
no worse
only not as good in some ways
not as bad in others

much like the world
we rearrange the furniture sometimes
just for effect

much like art
effective, but not effective enough to make any real difference

perhaps art is, just a way of painting over the cracks
or of appreciating the cracks which appear in the canvas over time

art - distraction or addiction?

and lamas? lmao